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Monday, August 15, 2011


Relax... I should be. I know, a lot of blogger would read this post. Yes, this might be confidential but this  be my way to express my feelings that should get out from its shell. 

I'm having a baby with no father. But I know I can handle this, I am guided by God's grace and power and I knew it. Though it hurts so much for 1 year and 4 months of our relationship he left me hanging. He gave up on me with a baby :( So sad to think about it, I've been crying for weeks and now it went to a month. He already had another woman in his life and he choose her. I was the one who broke up with him and when we knew about this baby, i reckoned for a reconciliation of our relationship just for the baby but he declined. I begged for weeks, I cried for weeks but in the end he left me totally. It really hurts so much. Until now, I am not blaming this angel for the agony I am going through because he/she's an angel. I'll accept the fact that I am going to be a mother without a partner.

Sunday, August 14 2011. I shared my problem to his eldest sister that resides in Manila. It is good to hear that his family is on my side, they'll support me as the bearer of their niece/nephew,grandson/grand daughter. It really make my heart melt. When his brother texted me saying that I should break up with his elder brother because he's just a piece of shit, lazy man and irresponsible brother. Well, it's damn true. But when I think about him, really hurts so much that he chooses the girl that he knew for only a month while we've been through a year. And he even wanted this baby aborted, and until now he's begging for an abortion but i resisted. I don't want to be burdened for the  rest of my life for killing my first child. NO. I don't want to kill my own blood. I can live without his father. I can live without his care. I can live with my family,true friends and my baby.

Thank you for your genes, HONEY.
God bless you SINNER.

Letter from Satan (repost)



Letter from the Devil

This can really make you think. It actually made me really mad while I was reading it, but it made me realize some things.

Plus, I had to send it because of the P.S.

This is deep... and I wasn't going to forward or share it, but that last line... you'll see.


I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores.

You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.

You are so unthankful, I like that about you.

I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are mine.

Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.

As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God.

He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back.

You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you.

But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell.

That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God.

Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.

We have been...

watching dirty movies, cursing people out, loving worldly things, having bad influences, stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, overeating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental, back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Church, bad attitudes.

SURELY you don't want to give all this up.

Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever. I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you.

I'd like to say 'THANKS' for letting me use you for most of your foolish life.

You are so gullible, I laugh at you. When you are tempted to sin, you give in.

HA HA HA, you make me sick.

Sin is beginning to take its toll on your life. You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood.

So go ahead and teach some children how to sin.

All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible.

Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that.

Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now. I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left.

It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I still hate you.


P.S. If you love me, you won't share this