Just Today..

I'm in a hurry for my Rizal class annoyed that there will be an exam because I don't when ma'am would have the exam but fortunately he didn't gave the exam instead tomorrow she will :) Jeleena caught up my attention when she called me obsessed since she's a blogger also. Jeleena is a classmate of mine and she's a reader and I know she will read this .. Credits to your advice dear, I was so obsessed and  wrapped up about my boyfriend, thanks for your advice lately that I shouldn't find something wrong about our relationship. I just then realized that you are right. Mua :*

I am bored at school after my Rizal class so I decided to visit my previous school. I am so keyed up to see my friends there. As I arrived, I directly went to the canteen since it was lunch break and I saw them there, i hurriedly staggered one of them named Jessa. I talked a lot of things on them, about my life at Davao Doctor's and so much more. They were very busy for their assignments since they were under my aunt who's fund on giving a everyday quiz and an everyday assignment. Lucky to see another friend so we chat a lot. I also saw my best buddy named Jhoel with her Girlfriend named Monique.

Jhoel hugged me hurriedly when he saw me. I thought this gag doesn't know how to miss someone. LMAO since he was a bully but kinda sweet person. I really miss my best bud since we are partners in Crime :D LoLs. 

But there is a lot of changes among them, my friend have beautify her hair and she's not like before that's very cheerful and entertaining. She is now silent and studious. Lol. Anyway. I got a lot of fun and chat with my 2 dear friends though we don't hang a lot before but they are one of a kind. We talked a lot of things such as Sex, Chat and Love. LMAO. best topic in town..

How I wish they are just a walking distance from me so that I could update them. They are such a busy person right now, not like me just sitting pretty. I almost forgot, one of my teachers praised me "NI GWAPA LAGI KA KARUN"  just then I replied, "ANA JUD NANG DLI STRESSED MA'AM" Lol. Indeed I'm not stressed at this time around..

So, i'll be visiting them again by February 4th since it was JPCD Night and my Buddy will be one of the contenders with her girlfriend so I will be cheering up for them..

Till next time.. 

I love you. Mua :*

Smile

Every time you smile it reminds me how much love you and it seems like it was imprinted on me from head to toe. I can't forget your attractive smile where I feel out in love. You made me smile when I am sad, you make me laugh and happy. Something's telling me it might be you but I'm wondering how I could think of this kind of thought when you've got nothing to do but make me happy.

We will be celebrating our anniversary on the 23rd of March and I can't wait for it. You were the first person who reached this long, I mean I haven't experienced reaching a year relationship, usually it's just like a maximum of  4 months. 

I was called a varsity of all the playgirls, hanging out with boys. I am not pretty, I am not one of those party girls but I drink (not that much), I do smoke (but not that much;occasionally). I've got a lot of boyfriends, but it doesn't last that long.

And now that I have you, i didn't expected much in our relationship because as what I have experienced, Long term relationship is impossible, long term relationship is not attainable. Boys doesn't stay at me longer for some reasons.

I am not saying that I am a beautiful brainiac ideal woman to be with. But how many times I gave my heart , how many times I gave my trust , how many times I fell in love and fall out of love and within those relationship I always fell apart with a broken heart. I already heard all those fucking promises.

But when you came into my life you made no promise, you didn't do something wrong; you just made me smile. You made memories with me. I admit that jealousy is a part of me but the spark in your eyes made me a puppy entailed to your back. Isn't it funny? You made me fell in love with you.

All my senses come alive, the spark, the love.. I can really feel it ! And I'm blabbing a lot here on my blog because I can't express the feeling inside me all I can say is I LOVE YOU... ! ♥

You're a puzzle piece that I'm trying to solve...

You held your hands on my waist.

You kissed my forehead.

You whispered something cheezy on my left ear.

You hugged me tight.

You made me laugh.

You made me smile.

You loved me at most times.

The way you struck your guitar strings.

The way you get mad at me.

The way you send messages when you feel your love was overflowing.

It makes me blush at all times.

How I wish to publish all your sweet messages here but for now I wanna keep it to myself and stay private :D

I LOVE YOU LEYLAND SANTOS.. mua :*

Puzzled mind

Okay. I have this weird feeling of mine but I am not sure of what really it is. I am very superfluous when it comes to my boyfriend and my mouth won't stop unless I'm satisfied. I check his accounts frequently when I'm online and it seems it wasn't active, there is no notifications and updates on his wall, all I can see is my wall post and some tags from his friends. Where is the updates when he comments to another persons and where is his updates when somebody added him or when he adds somebody..

I'm a very abstract person and I'm quite fond fixing the puzzled mind of mine, I am not contented on a few facts I can't sleep and I can't stop my jealousy. I find ways just to figure it out and now I can' find any flaws on it. It seems he knows that I was visiting his account every now and then..

I want to confront him about things. I want to know something but I can't dare to ask because I know he gonna say something that I don't like  to hear.

Things I don't like to hear are:

1. "Kelangan jud?"

2. "Ok"

3. "Mao bah"

4. "Duh"

5. "Ngano man diay"

For me, those words sounds sarcastic, I don't text nor speak that way because I construct words that can't hurt the feelings of others.

I dont also like person's who always asks "NGANO?" especially when they know it. I hate persons acting like they are blind when they know what's all about.

This is why I hate him sometimes because when the environment seems like out of cast I just text him "Ok. tyl busy man". Why? when we're texting he just flee away or sometimes he just like out of the topic and just reply OK???

ohh my gehd naman oh !!!!

So this weird feelings of mine got puzzled why these things are happening.. lawls. 

And this blog will end up here cause It's getting late and I should study my lessons cause it is  my exam tomorrow !

Chow !

Family Day

Sunday is known as Family Day. But for us, it's not only during Sundays'  but Everyday  !!

I have just arrived from our family outing at Lolengs Mountain Spring Resort at Bayabas, Toril just near Eden. It was a nice place to unwind and relax.It's peaceful and overlooking. It offers a wide range of amenities such as swimming pool, boating, cafe and lounge , a wide place of playground where children could grace and breathe the fresh air. They also have rooms for night packers. The best thing there is you could be free from those nuisance and polluted air and water which is present in the downtown area. Their water is clean and fresh from the mountains, you can even drink it !!!! Literally, the water supply of the pool comes from the spring which is Intensely COLD !!! Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

The place also is very nice, Doves and Pigeons are freely flying and you can feed them. Tall trees are present; bamboos,pine trees,mangosteen and many more ! You should try there if you're a nature lover.. It is also the best place for picture taking.

Photos will follow, later, because it is still on our DSLR and needed to be transferred, some photos must also be sorted since the photos were taken in the different areas of the Resort.

MUA  :*

Be back later.

Hahay.. Post in English aw kay dli sila kasabot.. hahaha :D

A-aa-aalcohol

What can you get from drinking alcohol?
My boyfriend is alcoholic and he's also smoker.
I'm scared that someday he'll get sick because of it just like what happened to his father, died years ago.
I'm always reminding him not to drink and smoker but he may do but not that much..

These are some reasons why I'm scared of it.

♥ Alcohol abuse damages the nervous system and destroys brain cells

♥ Alcohol is a toxin that damages the transmission of nerve impulses in the brain and nervous system.

-Physically it is manifested through loss of balance,impotence (pagka ba-og), numbness of the feet and hands, tremor and in blindness.

-Psychologically and behaviorally by loss of intellectual abilities, impaired ability to learn and in mental confusion.

-Alcohol abuse causes a condition called delirium tremens in which the person experiences mental confusion, extreme excitement, anxiety, trembling, rapid pulse and hallucinations.

♥ Alcohol abuse causes cirrhosis of the liver 

♥ Alcohol abuse causes infection and chronic inflammation 

♥ Alcohol abuse causes malnutrition 

♥ Alcohol abuse causes Cardiovascular problems 

♥ Alcohol abuse causes sexual problems 

Oh my God !!! I don't want him to have those kind of sickness. 

Love him much ... 

Kasaba.

Nakasab-an nasad ko.. All-over-again... Lawls..

Wala lng. nakasab-an napod ko ! hahaha :D