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Wednesday, January 5, 2011

it's a "Me" "I" thing :3


I am getting nervous about what would be the result of our craziness
I think I would prepare for something unwanted.
I know I am blessed.
I have a wonderful family and many terrific friends.
I wish it would be fine.
I hate getting up early in th morning, but you knew that already. 
I miss my dog. 
I fear being totally alone and losing people I love.
I hear music.  I love many different styles of music.
I smell Victoria Secret (Pink) Cucumber.
I crave real chocolate ice cream in a sugar cone.  At least a double scoop.
I search for answers to my questions, and I have a lot of questions.
I wonder what will I look like if I'm already married.
I regret of being a good daughter.
I love my mom,dad,my 2 brothers,oma,opa,aunts,uncles,pets and my boyfriend,
I ache in my back.  I hate it. I have scoliosis.
I am not a pessimist.  I am not an optimist either.  I think I am a realist.
I believe in life after death, so maybe I am an optimist. 
I dance whenever I can.  With or without music. Dancing is my passion also.
I sing whenever I can, and yes I can do it with or without music, and I can carry a tune with a hoarse voice.
I cry when I’m sad, angry, happy, frustrated, and even relieved.  I’ve shed many tears.  They come easily for me.
I fight when I believe it is necessary to fight.
I win at the game Dominoes.  I love that game!
I lose my focus in studying .  Frequently.  What was I saying?
I never go to bed without washing my face. 
I always tell my lil brother to poo in the toilet bowl and not on his underwear because the smell sucks !
I confuse if he really loves me.
I listen to music a lot. The lines and meaning I love the most.
I can usually be found in my bedroom with my hands on the keyboard.
I am scared of failure.
I need chocolate.  (It seemed like the right answer, at the time.)
I am happy about being home with my family during the summer.
I imagine many things, because I’ve got an overactive imagination.
I tag my closest friends whenerver I wanted to.

Lazy Hands and Lazy Brain

I have a lazy hands and I'm getting lazier each day. I go to school 4x a week with 7 minor subjects . Isn't it boring? i am not like this before. Mom taught me to read and read, write and write. I usually write poems, stories, novels and I even made my autobiography, way back then I have a lots of scraps where it was all written. I love literature. But now, I hate myself. I am trying to rejoice my reading and writing life but I can't. Lazy hands :'(

I bought a lot of books from OMF and only1 book I have read yet I am still at the middle part of it :'( 
OH MY !\what happened to me?

I can't even write a single stanza for my poem..

How I  wish I wasn't addicted with texting because I could really testify that texting makes a person poor in vocabulary.. LMAO..

Creative brain..What happened to you, why you became lazy????I miss the way you construct words, did you miss it too? How about being a bookworm in the class?

Would you please come back and make Lazy Hands, Diligent again???


OHnanana Mua:*  

From The PAst

I was at  NCCC Mall to pay our Internet Bill after I finished my transaction I amble around the play area. I saw an old classmate of mine way back to my previous school and course. We were chatting and chatting and memoirs are hitting me back, this made me sad. Thus, they will be departing tonight. They'll have their duty at Panabo Polymedic Hospital for 3 days of duty, 3 days of stress, 3 days of staying at the boarding house eventually there will be a lots of fun and I badly miss it :'(

 Sleeping late, making requirements,sharing of knowledge, reading the NANDA memorizing and studyingDrugs, Defense ... Urgh.. Isn't it stressful? Yah.Indeed it is.. But think how cool it is !

Cool? Yes. I said so ..
I experienced fleeing around 2am and eat at Jollibee which is open 24hrs ! I also tried to pierce in a bar where ladies are in nude but I'm with my roommates :) Our clinical instructor also invited us to drink after our 3-11 duty and we are all drunk :! and at the next day at  the 7-3am shift we are all absent ! No interns were present for the endorsement of patients ! 

WHOAH ! and we are really a bad NURSE :) hahahaha :D


This clinical instructor of ours is the nephew of the President of the said hospital, he is the head in the Emergency Room and we are very lucky to have him since we got a very high grade ( higher than 90 ) HaHaHaHa :D

I have a lot more to say but to cut the story short, I miss the good and bad side of me being a NURSE :)


MUA :*


Tuesday, January 4, 2011

My Friends, My Angels

*I made this poem last Christmas for my friends..

I believe in angels
Those helpers who are near
Exactly when they're needed most,
Then seem to disappear.
I know them when I see them
Whatever their disguise
They're patient and encouraging
Resourceful, kind, and wise

Yes, I believe in angels
The kind that heaven sends
And I'm surrounded every day
By angels I call friends.
God gave me someone special
When He gave me
A special friend like you



kathlene + jhackey + brent + rhonna + cleofa + airene + aliniza + rose + heidi + ruth + marie = LATOSZ GIRLS

She is Kathlene ♥

Hi and Hello, I am Kathlene Hester Te and I have some things to tell you guys.


-I DON'T ADD people whom i don't know (specially those who use others photo as prof pic) but i accept them.

-I DON'T LIKE POSERS but still i accept them.

-PLEASE don't say "THANKS FOR FOLLOWING" 'coz it isn't right and you suck!

-i am good most of the times. i try not to show my anger. but don't provoke me..you don't know what i could do to you or to those people close to you.

Text Message


If you are always there in their house.. does it shows how brave you are facing his parents?

I am there most of times. I talk with his lil sister and I even chat with her mother when she's around.
In the web, I always update his Facebook and his elder sisters' too.
I like his family, very jolly.

Privately. I am very curious when it comes to his mobile phone.
just yesterday, I arrived at their house and he's still sleeping and his lil sister is watching t.v(showtime). i have the chance toi browse his mobile phone and check some messages, unwanted or wanted :!


I discovered something. Ahhm.. It doesn't hurts that much but jealousy bombarded me :9
It is indeed an unknown number, saying ..

"Good Morning, remember me? I'm _ _ _ , yung ka chat mo kagabi, you left your number and you pop out off the chat rooom. How are you cutie?"

Uh-huh....

I replied without her knowing that I am the one she's texting with...
She lives in Davao and is currently studying at Holy Cross.


I am a silent person when it comes to private life of mine.. Whatever goes on my mind.. It will be just mine (except if i am the one to tell it so).


I deleted all the messages that was sent and recieved and I texted her 
"Okay. I remember you. I'm sorry . Text you later"


she replied...


I returned back the phone beside him.. he is still sleeping..


I didn't say anything about it until he's awake..
Like there's nothing happen...
But I know his a lil bit upset because the girl texted again and he's the one who read it ...
 :@


LMAO..


I don't care if he is angry .. as long as I am satisfied I've got information about the chick and I realized how he goes by when I'm out of sight....


Obsessed.Am I?


Can somebody tell me if this things that I am doing is right...

My First Blog

Hey ! this is my first time to write in a real blog :3 and i find it hard to make my own template so I go with the simple one.. : ) not that much complicated ..

Brrrrr..... Hope I could continue writing a part of my life here and lazybones won't tempt me... LMAO :D

Oh Hey Miss Lazy ! Put your ass off me.. okay? someone would be following me and read my posts ...

Enjoy.. ♥
LifeBlog. Mua:*